Beauty in Everything

Sometimes it’s hard to find the beauty in everything but that’s what I really want to do. I have to tell myself to be in better spirits. To make a very big effort to be positive. These are the magical days and moments of having children. I truly believe it’s a blessing but sleep deprivation and constant crying and can really get me in a funk mood wise. I’m also trying not to beat myself up about having a few bad days. I have no one really to vent to. No one to understand. I have to be allowed to lose my patience, to make mistakes. It doesn’t mean I’m a bad mother or love him any less. Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath. Everything can be beautiful. Even the sad or stressful moments. They can return to the beautiful way. My words will be beautiful. My thoughts will be beautiful. In beauty, may I walk. Once again.