Checking in

So the last two days went by in a blur again. I skipped our morning walk and we did an evening walk which I find to not be as enjoyable. I might be because my partner brings the dog. Our basset hound is kind of a maniac on walks. I have maintained my weight. I’m still 129 pounds. I’m still working with my Fabulous app to create some routines so I can be more productive. I haven’t thought about my business plan. My partner went to work on Wednesday and brought home take out which was nice. Last night I thought we were going to have the steak that was thawed out so I started making a Stewed tomatoes recipe which turned out lovely. However, my partner said he wanted to make steaks on Friday. ( Our favorite steak house The Pine Club introduced us to stewed tomatoes. I passed on it the first time I was there because I was perplexed as to what that even was. Now it’s one of my favorite things.) So I thought we’re just gonna have an elevated grilled cheese and tomato soup tonight. So we had really good whole grain fiber bread and Boarshead white American cheese as grilled cheese with the stewed tomatoes. I loved it. I’ve always kind of hated Campbell’s Tomato soup and after I realized how easy it was to make stewed tomatoes I’m never going to have Campbell’s again. That stewed tomato recipe turning out so well. Oddly that was probably the highlight of the past few days besides, of course , my baby doing random adorable things and just being a beautiful healthy 10 month old.

I feel a little different internally. I’ve been wanting to try to actively stop my negative thinking. I want to start visualizing and meditating on the things and feelings that I WANT to have. I think I’m going to have to schedule these moments into my day. I want to build some routines around positive visualization. I’m continuing to declutter successfully even if my son will only let me work on an area for 5 minutes at a time - it’s start to work.